Ultimately, you may choose to discuss this with your brother, to put it in perspective and - if necessary - explain and apologize for your part.
You should discuss this with a therapist. Your father’s choice to expose you to pornography normalized behavior in your home that should not be normalized among children.Īs the older sibling, you might have initiated this behavior - or as you got older, you might have realized it was wrong and now feel guilty that you either started it or didn’t put a stop to it sooner. You were acting out adult sexual behavior that you were seeing in your home.
You and your brother violated an ancient taboo without realizing it - because you were children.
